Trash Boat Second Wind Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Feel suffocated, caught up in your words like sustenance
You talk about me as if I'm already dead
Every day's the same old shit
'He was such a promise kid”
So if it's downhill from here then what secures my footing?

[Verse 2]
So sick of losing room to breathe
Why can't you all just leave me be
Don't want to talk through anything but you keep on pushing
Because I can't fight back on good intentions
Words fall short of breaking tension
And if it's all downhill from here then why am I not moving?

[Chorus]
I'm just another failure (A hard fight like it's always been)
And I'm prone to misbehavior
But I've got my second wind
And I don't believe in saviors
Keep your absolutes
I hope they work for you
But I'm not up to you

[Bridge]
And I worry
These confrontations make me sick, I'm already over it
And I worry
Complications make me sick
I look you in the eyes and just walk away
And I worry, and it makes me sick
I look you in the eyes and walk away
And I worry, and it makes me sick
I look you in the eyes and walk...

[Chorus]
I'm just another failure (A hard fight like it's always been)
And I'm prone to misbehavior
But I've got my second wind
And I don't believe in saviors
Keep your absolutes
I hope they work for you
But I'm not up to you