Forever In Combat The Inside Lyrics

I am confused and
I feel blind
I follow aimlessly the road
I am lost in the clouds
The sun is gone
And it's cold out here
This world is long forgotten
I am left alone

Why am I the only one who's trying to change this situation?

Is anybody out there
To help me stand
And show me better places
Is anybody out there
To help me stand
And show me better places

The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
It stains like blood on my fingers
The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
This burden is too heavy for me

I feel so empty
How could this happen to me?
I feel so empty
I regret what I have done

My past catches us with me
But only I can change myself
My past catches us with me
But only I can change myself

The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
It stains like blood on my fingers
The rain is falling down on me
Memories flash behind my eyes
This burden is too heavy for me

Only I can save myself

It's time to open my eyes
To face all the destruction
These memories are eating me alive
I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside
It's time to open my eyes
To face all the destruction
These memories are eating me alive
I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside