Issue No 132 Prayers Lyrics

I'm still like
Everybody got a story to tell
This is mine
I mean what's life without
Giving a dollar to somebody who needs it
Or recognize the greatness when you're blessed to see it
I probably if
Jesus Christ would sit right beside the corner
And he said he's hungry
I wonder what you feed him?
These are the choices that we are living every day
Every day you can grab them,but you can fan away
Fan away,it's sure reay my obligation
Or my chore
But I think it changed me
...Cause I remember half of nothing
Shit,I mean nothing
Cause even when I write this song
My stomach is steady rumbling
Outside looking in
You could say my life is sweet
But no one lives a life of victory
Without ...defeats
How do you think I got here?
You think that I had a grime?
You'd be all at the top if it weren't obstacles to climb
That's why you and I already saw the glory
Sweet on my moment,that's why I'm telling the story

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

And I ain't trying to be jersey
I'm just tryin' to be dog
I'm just tryin' to take you off the play
I want my family to grow
You're struggling how to stop
Put that weight on my shoulders
...You see I had my momma and my pop at home
Damn,I know many people,it ain't bast with that alone
...Man ,not only that
I got about 20 brothers with me
Shit,this shot must be the angel that God sent me
See this angel's wings
...couple of mornings
It's kind of adorable the way they smell when they see us
I'll give you everything
I'll put the world underneth it
And I'll folllow you as soon as I found my ...

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

I've never been good at saying goodbye
But I close my eyes and wonder why
Why they had to take my brother's life for that shit?
On the top of its grace
But now we're standing on the top of his grave
Looking down,I wonder if he would be proud
If he could see us now
He probably be rapping new
Or I would probably see him in the crowd
He don't even know we fell apart in years
When I got up the news
And then ...shad and tears
Because they hurt
I swear the God they hurt
My cousin ain't selling my big brother and the dirt
I saw the life is worth
I see it how it works
21 for those in church
And that's my confidence...
I need answers
I ain't living a life to get applause
I ain't saying I'm perfect
Dog,nobody ain't perfect
But I'm just praying my journey would fulfill
My purpose

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

I just pray that I'm the man that you always wanna see
I just pray that I'm the man that I always want to be
I just pray that I am
I just pray that I am

Never be afraid of the past that you walk in life
There is a lesson first