Jordan Lafaver Gun Metal Lyrics

I've been getting anxious
Underneath my skin, in between my bones
I've been living dangerous
Hiding all my sins, can't let no one know

Someone's gotta get hurt
And it ain't gotta be no one but me
Lessons gotta get learned
I wonder what they'd say in my eulogy

So when it gets dark out, stay away
Just me and my dark cloud wide awake
Just taking my medicine, hate how it tastes
Cut my chains let me escape

I've been sleeping with a pistol under my head
In case I gotta do something I regret
But I don't wanna stoop that low again
I don't wanna cause pain to my friends

I don't wanna hurt nobody
I don't wanna lose someone
Maybe I could be the good guy for once
You know I could be someone, oh

I've been feeling down again
Can't let no one know
'Cause they ask too many questions
Would you all just go

Put the metal to my face
Make me feel alive
You've been acting scared
Won't look me in my eyes

Normal in the day, but day turns into night
Pretty little liar tell me I'mma be alright

(I've been sleeping with a) pistol under my head
In case I gotta do something I regret
But I don't wanna stoop that low again
I don't wanna cause pain to my friends

I don't wanna hurt nobody
I don't wanna lose someone
Maybe I could be the good guy for once
You know I could be someone, oh

I've been sleeping with a pistol under my head
In case I gotta do something I regret
But I don't wanna stoop that low again
I don't wanna cause pain to my friends

I don't wanna hurt nobody
I don't wanna lose someone
Maybe I could be the good guy for once
You know I could be someone, oh