Jordan Lafaver Rain Sounds Lyrics

Why is it so hard to forget you? (to forget you)
All these memories they haunt my dreams
These fantasies we never got to see

Would I be the same if I never met you? (never met you)
Now I'm breaking at the seams
You're the only drug I need (so tell me)

Why did you have to go? Why'd you leave me alone?
Where is the antidote?

I can't (I can't)
Seem to regain control, caught in the middle no
Lost in a mind that don't work, oh (work oh)

Same old notebooks filled with words
We're still empty, they still hurt
Take a shot and let it take me
I'm done praying that you'll save me

I'm too young to feel this broken
Laying down my head to rest
Don't believe a word I said, I'm okay
Might not look like it tonight, I'm admitting you were right
'Till my conscience lets me sleep, let the rain come down on me

All these late drives feel so empty (feel so empty)
Passing by the things we used to love
And asking why I just can't be enough

When did my heart get so heavy? (get so heavy)
This enemy you've made of me
I can't believe the ghost that I've become

Scared of my shadow now, letting the rain come down
Letting my feelings drown, I can't (I can't)
Be on my own tonight, can't take my own advice
I won't apologize, oh god

Same old texts you never read
Same old empty king-sized bed
Tell myself I'm glad it's over
When you call I won't be sober

I'm too young to feel this broken
Laying down my head to rest
Don't believe a word I said, I'm okay
Might not look like it tonight, I'm admitting you were right
'Till my conscience lets me sleep, let the rain come down on me