Those Poor Bastards I Want To Disappear Lyrics

Don't want to be here living in sick fear
I want to disappear
Tired of losing, self pity, boozing
I want to disappear

Pound a railroad stake in my cold dead heart
My buddy shot his baby with a poisoned dart
From that gal in Memphis I caught leprosy
But no one needs to know 'cept you and me

Don't want to be here living in sick fear
I want to disappear
Tired of losing, self pity, boozing
I want to disappear

Horn headed butcher taught me all I know
Got a demon bone whistle boys I'm gonna blow
More bad news coming every hour
Been haunted by the shadow of a misery tower

Don't want to be here living in sick fear
I want to disappear
Tired of losing, self pity, boozing
I want to disappear

Watch me fade away

Whole world's dying don't it make you proud?
Black smog falling like a funeral shroud
These hot summer days have sure been cold
I've learned too much I done got old

Don't want to be here living in sick fear
I want to disappear
Tired of losing, self pity, boozing
I want to disappear

Watch me fade away

Don't want to be here living in sick fear
I want to disappear
I want to disappear
I want to disappear