Mythodical Kirra Faking This Lyrics

I hope your faking it as much as me
Idk if I've ever been happy
I just see the things people are happy about and try to pretend to fit in because I'm a human being
I hope your faking it as much as me
And I'm so happy oxytocin is a thing
It can drown the abnormalities of me or at least give me an excuse for the reason why I'm me
I hope your faking this as much as me
And if not I bet you wouldn't even tell me
And I don't blame you this is the first time I've lived so I'm not sure how to feel
I hope your faking this as much as me
Even tho it wouldn't make me any less empty
It would just make the sky a little more beautiful and have a little more to what it means
I hope your faking this as much as me
And when you do I hope you think of me
And when I decide to leave this realm they'll have a 21 verse salute for me
I hope your faking this as much as me
And when it gets brought up you turn the other cheek
How can I have the world on my shoulders when my whole life the world is underneath your feet
I hope your faking this as much as me
Even tho I haven't seen you in weeks
But maybe next time we can start over it could be the first time again cuz your somebody I'd love to meet
I hope your faking this as much as me
Can somebody please kill me
Maybe there's another world I'll go to where everything is perfect and I don't have to bleed