Chris Farren Still Beating Lyrics

I was so afraid back then
I would lose my only friend
When you surrendered to
The devil that was chasing you around

We stopped talking for some time
I was destroyed you seemed fine
Out late with your brand new life
I held my breath and prayed for mine to end

It was hard to believe
Anyone could ever leave me
Now taillights quickly retreating
Are the only lights I seem to see
Is your heart still beating?

I guess I was just like you
'Cause I gave up too
Let the days just turn to months
Avoid everything and everyone

Ignore the phone calls from my mom
Pretend I'm busy writing songs
As I just blaze away
Single player video games

It was hard to believe
Anyone could ever leave me
Now taillights quickly retreating
Are the only lights I seem to see
Is your heart still beating?

There must be something better
Some place that I've never ever seen
Must be some sort of heaven
With everything that I could ever dream of

'Cause it's was hard to believe
Anyone could ever leave me
Now taillights quickly retreating
Are the only lights I seem to see
Is your heart still beating for me?