Ceremony Turn Away The Bad Thing Lyrics

It's getting harder for me to be alright
Eyes adjusting to the dark
The momentum of all these last resorts
Built inside of me
I always believed there was a way
To get out of end times
Everything I was or said I am
Breaking inside of me

I hope you'll think of me one day
But even in my dreams
I wasn't good to you
I know I'll fall apart someday
But even in my dreams
I've always avoided you

I see a rose and feel disdain
The adoration and boredom of it
All the tired repose that it gives
Dead and meaningless
I don't wanna be bitter anymore
Bitterness is the sin
I wanna be soft and innocent
Soft as any palm

I hope you'll think of me one day
But even in my dreams
I wasn't good to you
I know I'll fall apart someday
But even in my dreams
I never trusted you

Just got into town
I passed by your house last night
No light
Don't ever come back to me
Never
I've gone my whole life looking for something to love
I can't find that thing
To love

Please turn away the bad thing