Cassie Marin I Wasnt Myself Lyrics

I've been thinking a lot
Asking God to be sweet so
You could find a new reason to believe

If all I know how to do best
Is bury gardens beneath my chest
Could you believe in me?
Could you believe?

I got lost inside the world, I made up within myself
You've gotta meet me halfway, maybe one day
You'll see

I'm focused on it, never been more ready
Eyes on me
You'll follow, baby
But you won't find me

I've been squeezing the silence
I've been singing to strangers
It's so hard to find hearts that beat as fast as mine

I think you matter
We're far apart
But somehow I can feel you wherever you are

You defocus me
I've been busy
I've got way much to do and not enough time to

I should have figured it out a while ago
Back when rainbows and skies were all I thought
Could float that high

I find, that I feel like I've been making little excuses not to find you inspiring
Don't you see?
I'm not me when they're around
I'm not me at all these days without you