Flatsound I Ve Been Thinking About You Lyrics

Well, there was an old women who said her goodbyes
By gathering everyone she knew and telling them her lies
"I wasn't faithful to my husband, I lied to my friends
But in the end, I was thinking about you."

When my mom had my brother, she was no older than me
So why is it so hard to imagine a family
Where I'm the one in charge, and not just a kid?
And I think of what she did

And my mind tells me to stop and compare what we do
On top of everything, she was just a child too
She wasn't giving up, despite the things she said
When she left, she was thinking about you

I convince myself every day I'm not gonna disappear
You think I'd be okay with the thought after twenty years
But the ideas keep me up and even if I could sleep
I wouldn't wanna dream 'cause I'm thinking about you
And it's driving me mad

I don't want to think about what we said
Or have to justify why I stay in bed
Instead of going out with my friends all the time

Is it so hard to believe that sometimes we
As human beings get sad?