Blume Scarlet Lyrics

I'm still here in the dark
Looking for an answer,
Trying to heal the scars
That keep hurting me;

Since you're gone my mind
Has become so numb,
Even in my dreams
You're crushing me.

No more loneliness, I'm broken.
No more longing for your touch.
No more dancing in the shadows,
I'm leaving memories behind.

Was it all in vain
The time we spent together?
Was I living a sweet,
Warm and brilliant lie?

Deadly Muse, please, reply:
Why did you choose me?
What kind of spell is this?
When shall I be free?