Blume Spleen Lyrics

Everything is lost and gone,
I've just failed another test:
Why should I trust myself again?
I'm so scared and I'm so frail,
Like a leaf blowing in the wind;
Oh, please, don't ask me anything.

No more time for me to hide
From this creepy, dreadful fate of mine;
Let the darkness be my guide, my bride.
There's no rest, no peace of mind:
Nothing in this world can satisfy
This angry, ailing heart of mine, my bride.

Look inside these mournful eyes
And tell me clearly what you see:
A man or just a bunch of ruins?
Rip my heart out, let it bleed,
Let it die and rot away,
Then throw it in the blackest sea.