Dealey Plaza Begotten Lyrics

I'm looking for the courage to end it all
One night blessed with depressing
And it's all gone
And it's all gone
Oh please lord help me
Please lord help me
Gone forever, show yourself
Give me the push I need
To finish what I've started

When it's all done
So many happy faces
Smiling in a row
Standing over my casket
No more lies
Gone forever
No more hate
Gone forever

Dead & gone
It's what we all want
Or at least believe
I'll trust my instincts
So please, lord
I was once a lovely boy
Full of life
Full of love
Aspiration
Motivation
Full of life

Please lord help me
Gone forever
Show yourself now
Give me the push I need
To finish what I've started
I'm looking for the courage to end it all
To end it all
One night blessed with depression
And it's all gone
And it's all gone
Oh please lord help me

It's all gone
So now I need to help to kill myself
In the name of the Father
In the name of the Father, Son, & Holy Spirit
Amen