Anson Seabra Trying My Best Lyrics

I know you think I got it all figured out but cus
I walk around like my head's in the clouds but
I'm just boy with his heart pourin' out
Of his head

I wish that you could see the pain that I've seen and
All of the time I spent being not me and
I hope you know it's not always happy
In my head

Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know

I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best to be okay
I'm trying my best but every day
It's so hard

And I'm holding my breath
I'm holding my breath til I can say
All of the words I want to say
From my heart

If you really want to I could let you inside
It's been so long and I've got nothing left to hide
Would you believe if I told you that I've
Got flaws

Now it's time to let the curtains unfold and
Tell the stories that I didn't want told yeah
Let it out and I unburden my soul
Won't stop

Cus I don't know
The perfect road to go down
But I know