Ricky Hil Holding Me Down Lyrics

I see myself in trouble,my enemy is real
In the mirror I see double, and I don't even feel
My drug dealer know me by my first name
The great and the dangerous is unreal
And the business mentioned at ? us
They don't know how it's like to smoke one with us
Pot,morpheme,'

I mean I fuck it dup, put it in a bar
If you ain't know ,whore, I'm starvin'enough
Tryin' to make the car,I don't run the car
She don't belong in my world
I'm with the devil hittin' on a good girl
Plus what I'm doin' it would make you earl
I smoke the oxygen 'till I fall ,girl
Holding me down ,takin' control of me now
Leanin' me down with everything I love now

I see myself in trouble,my enemy kills
I know I don't know you
But who's the first seems to think that I will
If you're dead ,dead it hunts you
Every night you're waitin' for the kill
I let it bleed out,just a little bit
I wanna feel alive ,I wanna feel the shit

If you specify of every day you wanna feel the shit
I feel guilty when I'm buyin' the shit
I want you to know I'm takin' my ways to the tone?
I want you to grow ,if I loved you,I wouldn't give you room
I'm buyin' in my room ,I ask God why did he paint the sky gloom

Holding me down ,takin' control of me now
Leanin' me down with everything I love now